someday I won't think about you until midday

I just hate this feeling, that I would drop everything to be with you, if you only wanted me.

Because I know it's not true (because I have felt it way too many times before, and it passed), and in the core of it is that my live right now doesn't have so much value, or not value enough to stop me changing everything just to defeat any argument that you might have not to want me. And there's so much value in my life, in what I have putted together and builded, in what I have choose to surround myself with, that just makes this feeling very stupid, but still, it's there.