Doing my best

Why do I keep treating people the way they don't treat me?

pleased to meet you

"You just need to go out there and meet some new people!"
Sure. That's good advice, in theory. But tell me: WHERE should I go? WHO should I meet?

The world is full of people. Everywhere I go I see them. The people. They're on the public transport. Streets. Supermarkets. Other appartments in my building. But they don't seem to be the specific people who I want (need? hope) to meet.
I think this is because I am looking for a serious connection. I'm looking for someone to share something important with me. It's not something you can get right away just from "meeting" any of those people who tread around the buses, the corridors, the bars, the short courses. I don't need to MEET people. I need to KNOW people.

Cliche

Do we talk about the lack os sex because we are afraid of talking about the lack of love?

Passe

Nice choice of words, as always (looks like I can't go near someone that doesn't respect words)

All it takes to get hurt is to care

So this is how it ends, not with a bang but with a whimper

I don't care for you enough to be your girlfriend, bur I care enough to get hurt, and that's just the wrong amount of it.

I need attention, and ironically you have a deficit of it.

Guns: Maybe I'm enjoying a bit too much dating your opposite.

Self-a-where?

If I'm not me right now

then who is?

Resolutions

I'm just gonna give up on making sense (is not like I feel anyone else is trying to do the same anyway)

playing it uncool

The fact that I don't want you at all is irrelevant: what you did still bothers me. Even if I am happier now than you could ever have made me. Every now and then I remember, and the fact that you were such an asshole still makes me so angry. Weird, huh?

What If

He doesn't answer?

what I was afraid of happening is happening

fuck you!

Unknown Territory

You make me uncomfortable. In a good way. Most of the time, I just don't know how to react, and that forces me to think, which is good. But makes me doubt my decisions too, am I having too much fun just making them, for the sake of them?

Or am I just so surprised to meet someone that is such... an opposite?

You are so "loud" sometimes, and other times you are like a gentle whisper.

Sexx Laws

I can't even begin to put into words how much I fucking hate almost every single thing about the human interactions in today's society between men and women, specially the part about attractiveness and appearances. Honestly, fuck it.

dragonslayer

Yes, we can!!!

autumn morning

I don't even know why I feel like this anymore.

Tableture du Chocolate

The
uni
verse
is
per
fect
as
it
is
now.
I
love
and
ap
pre
ci
ate
my
body
for
ev
ery
thing
it
does
for
me.

Remember this

He never gave you any compliments*
even after he gave you flowers.

(A.K.A. cheapest gift)

Zen

I'm really afraid and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna hate everything and I'm gonna feel even worst knowing I'm paying for it. I know somewhere in my mind I think that by solving this problem the horrible thing will never happen again, and I know is a goddamn lie. But in my stupid logic everything makes sense and why the hell not try something new? At least I hope to read a lot. I like books, in a total unhealthy way. So yeah, let's see what happens next.

tamer

it's not a graveyard, it's a storybook.

You are always leaving

and somehow, never really arriving.

that's what you get when you let your heart win

and I'm proved right, as always. fuck.

my own dragons

The prize is as high as it gets. So I must, I WILL conquer this.

Meanwhile... wake up, now.