don't tell

Sometimes I realise I don't have any secrets. I try not to be an over sharer, but I have a hard time thinking of something I have done that I'm deeply ashamed of, that I wish none ever finds out (shame is such a strong feeling for me, that I do everything possible to avoid it, so I just stop myself before I do anything that I think might cause me shame... which leads to a kind of boring life sometimes)

Sometimes I think that not having secrets might not be such a positive thing. Maybe it's healthy having some secrets?

Sometimes I think I'm just fooling myself, that I'm so good at keeping my own secrets, I keep them from myself.

Sometimes I think my secret is that I'm a girl.

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