hostess

shit.

ok, then.

soldier praying for war

So much of what we are is what people feel for us.

good morning

She has to talk to someone, but it shouldn't be me. I don't know what else to say without hating everyone involved. And I end up involved. And hating.

Maybe all men are self-centered assholes and all women are idiots, even if my life tries to prove me otherwise. Maybe it's not all of them. Maybe I am a self-centered asshole and an idiot. Maybe he is just an idiot and she is an idiot too.

Meanwhile, I shouldn't be focusing on this, but I can't help it. It shouldn't be MY problem, I have problems of my own. How much further will I have to run to get away from this? Maybe it's a good thing, if only to remind me never to go back. Maybe some things can never change.

Hopefully I can.

And you took the words out of my mouth. I'm so happy to be here with you.

But....maybe we should put it all behind, because you're not trying to take any more words out of my mind. and you are not here with me.

Sometimes you find someone interesting, and you talk to them often, and you're pretty sure they find you interesting as well. It's fun for a while. Then, for some reason, you start to notice they don't seem to find you interesting anymore.
And it doesn't even bother you that much... It's mainly that you don't know what to do with that realization.

Fucking in the Rain

User Friendly: That was nice. The kissing was specialy sweet.

soon: "Director's Cut"

she is leaving home

No more headaches no more heartbreaks
I'm gonna leave you where
I met you





I want somebody to call me honey

oh ,baby, i feel so down

last nite i wrote in some door ..in some bathroom that i love him...
i just know this because today I couldn´t use my eyeliner ...
what a shame!

Change of habit

When we are discussing our relationship. (I don´t know how I can call our relation )
In this discussion , he said to me that we fuck for habit, I said that we fuck for insistence
I don´t usually swallow on Tuesdays and Thursdays after my morning orange juice
I should change my habits...and spit more times...



IN HIS FACE

Skyscraper

I'm tired of pop culture telling me love is something you find, when such a great thing as love could only be builded.

Big-Words & Good-Cook

If we give them each a number it should be less confusing.


[And I just realized the title of this post seems a lot more pornographic than it actually is!]

give me chocolate!

Even if it takes a while to kick in, you can always feel it in the end: rejection has an unmistakeably bitter aftertaste.

that's what I want

I know what I want.
You act like you don't. So do you, by the way. Actually, you too, come to think of it!

I am surrounded by confused men sending mixed messages. It makes no sense that women are supposed to be the complicated gender.

Guy number one tells me he loves me, then says the same to someone else. All I want is the truth.

Guy number two touches my thighs, then says the time isn't right. All I want is some fun.

Guy number three doesn't respond, but later looks deep into my eyes, and then disappears, and then touches my thighs (am I really misinterpreting all this thigh-touching that's been going on?). All I want is something casual.


You guys figure it out, and call me when you do, hoping I haven't changed my mind by then. Wouldn't it be nice...

knots

I wish I could have accepted your offer.

I wish I hadn't made a fool of myself. Or maybe I just wish you had accepted my offer.

I wish I could offer you more at this moment.

I wish you would wake up now, and take a walk with me, and tell me nice things.

When you say all those lovely things, I believe you. Later I develop doubts.

Ok, not now. But maybe later?

No, not now, baby. But definitely later.

t-shirt deeds

We shouldn't have been kissing.
We won't be lovers.

And now I feel like you owe me something, how silly of me.

signature

sometimes,not always.. just sometimes I think you´re a really good kisser
because always,not sometimes,always we kissed i felt that my soul have been kissed too,i know that´s sounds stupid,really stupid...but it´s true.
And i know that more stupid of what i´m saying it´s that i could do almost everything to kiss you again
everything.
but sometimes ,sometimes you just have to walk away...

not a contract

A kiss is not a contract, indeed. For better or for worse.
But sometimes it's good to get some perspective and a little reality check.

Actually, I think "good" isn't the right word.

not a contract

I want a kiss without love, for a change.

t-shirt

We should have been lovers

I just want to kiss anyone as soon as possible so I don't have the urge to kiss you when I see you. Maybe the urge will be there anyway – but I really don't want to go through that again.